It’s been a looong time since I wrote something and I’m not even sure I know how to do it. Life is so unpredictable that if you try to understand it, your mind might explode.
Actually, this is what happened to me. One year ago, I thought that all I can do is write for the rest of my life and that I’ll be happy. A few months ago, I started to get the impression that writing is a burden and that I should stop (and I did!). Now, I’m not sure, but I do know that there is pleasure in it, I just need to change the strategy. I’ll stop imposing a schedule to myself so it won’t feel like a job and I’ll try writing just as I talk to a friend, otherwise it’s not enjoyable.
The thing is that I got very good at programming so my mind became very logical. I’m also trying to write a thing or two so my mind is divided in two: logic and creativity. I thought I must choose one, but actually, I need both. We all need both just as we need both sugar and salt, light and darkness, happiness and sadness…
What about you? With which part of you do you need to make peace with? What did you rejected for so long when in fact you just need to pay little attention to it?